5 Dec 2011

慢下脚步来看世界吧

前几天,心情很不愉快。
所以,傍晚一个人出去散散步。
当时,我想了很多东西。
想来想去都是想不通。
就静下心来。
一边走一边看风景

我怎么也不会想到
平时都是很赶时间的进进出出的那条路,其实它也是很美丽的。
虽然,给那些没有交通的人,走这条山路很吃力。
根本就不会去欣赏这个风景,反而会一直在心里想 “到底几时才可以走到家?我快要喘死啦!”。
但是,当我装上了耳机,一边听音乐,一边散步。
才发现原来不是这样的。
在这条路的两侧,有很多居民都花了很多心思,栽种了许多蔬菜水果。
不过,给以前的我来看,只会说 “无聊!反正都不会有人会去在乎!”

现在,想了想。其实不是这样的。
那些都是自己的心血,为何要去在乎别人的在不在乎呢?!
其实,只要自己有做过、有尽过力就可以了。
但同时,那些蔬菜水果当然也不可以栽种到路中间,阻碍去路。
不要因为别人没有在乎你,你就不要在乎别人的重要。

这条山路,
对普通人来说,达到目的地的路程很遥远,很疲惫。
但,用另一个脚步去看,就不一样了。

同样的,
就算别人讲一个人有多丑陋,多裴略,或者一些表面的话。
只要自己用另个角度想就不同了。


这件事使我不能安眠,趁妈睡了偷哭。
眼睛肿到不敢看妈,深怕妈担心。
想通后,发现...
陈慧玲!很幼稚!

答应自己,
无论怎样。
还是要从长计议。
想到脑都爆脑浆!
18 Nov 2011

that's why i recently din't put my pic!

last month, 
i had change my profile pic in FB.

changed from my own big head pic(大头照)to this


that's because of my "BEST FRIEND"!


well... he always laught at me that im very ugly and old and some kind of bad words!
argh! sh*t!

Best Friend, i know you're very good looking...
please... dont say it out in front of tuns of people!

ok... forget about it then...
i have cut my hair into very short! (i mean how short i prefer, but not as short as Y2)


went to school, my friends ask when i wanna cut, because i DO NOT want to cut it before...
hehe


but... quite nice la... hehe
i really hope SPM will be finished right now!
then, i can dye my hair as many colours as i want! (crazy?!)




WITH THIS HAIR...
I look YOUNGER!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!
17 Nov 2011

Life after SPM?!


Long time dont open my blog and facebook adi...
well... u know... SPM is running now...



BM, BI, SJ and MM have finished....
left 6 more...
but now i am very very sure that i got 1A in my hands...
that's math! i mean that'a for sure! haha

now, SPM have only six more to concentrate...
well, now im ready realise what's life after exam...


im sure its very challange and BORING!

haha.... im very nervous how's it going to live alone in other country...

hopefully, it's fun and my friend can also go with me...


scare that after spm, all the friends forget about all our memories...
I LOVE MY LIFE AT SCHOOL!!!



9 Sept 2011

SPM的到来,使我的肩膀越来越重了!烦啊!

下个星期就是spm trial exam 了!
可是。。。
我有好多事情还没及要做的!

最近被一位同学和一位老师给气死了!
同学就要求我明天去帮忙BB拔河 时间是8.00am-1.00pm
而我的老师又刚好在明天做Add Math 的补习班 要我去帮忙老师教学生。 时间是9.00am-5.oopm
问题来了!
我要求老师让我去完拔河比赛后,去补习班。
但是那老师就是死也不让我去拔河!
更好笑的是
我的班的ADD MATH老师都让我去 为何不是我真正ADD MATH老师不给我去呢?!
AIYAH.... 算了吧.....

天啊! 我可是先答应我的同学要去拔河的!
但是却...
害到我的朋友都讲我没信用!放飞机!

你说.... 明天我该怎样? T.T

还有...
我申请的海青班表格出现了问题,要我多印一张去交。
问题是:我不知道他的会馆在哪?!而且还在坡底!
不可能要我一间一间的去敲门问吧?

还有还有...
中秋节快到了 妈也开始做月饼了
所以 我要帮忙照顾翔和毅了(我姐的孩子)
更烦的是
我的表弟!!!!
他的父母离婚了 所以来我家住(舅舅的孩子)
他hor... 整天给我家添麻烦!
4年级了 还小便在裤!
在学校整天捣蛋!
害到我妈一星期去他学校两三次!
补习中心也换了七八间了!
所以每天我都要问他为什么...

最近
学校老师也分发了很多练习题
要我们去复印
1份-RM4.++
2分-RM8.++
3份-RM12.++
4份-.........

walao!每天我都忍着不要在学校吃东西 就是为了要收钱起来好让妈省下我的零用钱
但是为了这一些纸张 只好忍痛了!
又刚好碰上我朋友的生日 清了他吃东西(RM 30!!!!! 死鬼!看到了吗!替我想想啦!为了你生日 我必须再挨饿几天了! )

最惨的是:
SPM TRIAL 就要到了!AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH................
书也还没读完!
而且 有很多老师又给我很多压力!
说什么 你一定可以拿A啦 你的班就靠你们这几个了....
HAIZ......................

所以 快点雨过天晴吧!


13 Aug 2011

圆游会!yuan festival!

yesterday (13.8.11) after the duty at Salvation Army.
me and Y2 went to yuan festival organize by NTV7.

when we reached there,
we went to the hall oF Han Jiang High School.
then Y2 met her friends.
and they went to ONEFM's station JUST TO LIKE THEIR FB PAGE and only get ONE EARPHONE!

and i also wait for them almost 1 hour!
to call 10 people to like their page.....

and i felt so so so damn boring.
and i decided to go back home....
but, Y2 call me to wait for her for a while....

so, i waited...
at that time, the MC, Jack were going a lucky draw programne.

the lukiest thing is:
I GOT 1 VACUUM CLEANER!
i also feel so lucky..
because i was not there to win any price... haha

the MC, Jack said im so lucky...
haha... thank you to the sponser...
and sorry to the others who dint get any prize.....

HAHA... lucky me?!
12 Aug 2011

my new spec....

yesterday i got my new spec...
honestly...
i dnt really reallly reallly like it... jus ok nia lah......

and today, when im in school...
one of my best friend PERLI me...
she said i looked like untie...
lol.... break my heart nia... 
T.T
but somehow... there are also people like it....

new spec...

for me,
i'll much appreciate it...
because it cost RM260!!!
and the spec is the cheapest! (cheap mie? i dnt think so loh...)
and my mother gave RM100, me- RM160...



so.. now i have to save more money to buy a laptop, go to Taiwan...
oh god... money money world...


10 Aug 2011

5S1's tearchersss.....

(teacher come in)
SF! bangun!

SF: okok... bangun... selamat pagi cikgu...

half of the class: selamat pagi cikgu...
another half of the class: selamat..... pagi.... cikgu...
(that's our style... cnt change liao...)

many of teachers have their CHARACTERISTIC.
for example: likes to joke with us, says quotessssss, says storysss...
but instead of make us bored, they make us more concentrate!

Teacher S: you all har, must use brain to think.. cannot only use calculator...
                 you all har, cannot be like a robot! muz think! (doing the style of robot picking things........ =.=)
and that make all of us concentrate in our studies... and more interesting...


another teacher: kamu semua mesti berusaha! barulah SPM boleh dapat 10 A+!
                         pada umur kamu, tak semestinya kena ada boyfriend ka girlfriend!
                         sebab, pada umur ini u akan ada banyak couple. tapi, bila sampai u sudah kerja?
                         u akan sedar bahawa ada banyak orang yang ada couple ni bukan tengok muka...
                         tapi tengok KUALITI u!
this teacher always told us very important things.... told us wat to do and not.... 

our class' teachers is very lovely...
they spend a lot of time and money to PLANT us!
im very appreciate it!
THANK YOU TEACHERS!
I will work harder! 
9 Aug 2011

it all start from here... HEART!

yesterday, i couldn't sleep...
so i thought many things about my future.

how i gotta live in Taiwan.
how i gotta get good results in SPM.
how i gotta get my husband ang blar blar...

but... i never think that:
how i gotta live, if mammy is gone?
because, mammy is almost 60 now! (wakao! and im only 17?)
i thought about it, and that made my eyes full with tears!

and now i realise...
i should work hard
to get good result in SPM
and this will make her happy!

if i can make a wish...
i wish my mammy will always by my side...
always guarding me...
and i hope this wish will come true....

althought, i dint say it out.
but... it all start from here:

MAMMY! I LOVE YOU!
 
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